I do not know what to do, should I leave with my fellow partners or my so called friends and leave my love behind and leave her with sorrows. I know my friends will probably never speak to me again if I stay behind but then if I leave I might lose all hope that I will get her back. Right now I'm angry at myself and at my friends, I am angry at myself because I spoke so much nonsense and also how I would speak to other about be so love sick while I myself was love sick. I was just scared that I would be heart broken again if I would try to see someone else and that is what is holding me back from leaving. I should be a man and stay but I also have my duties as a friend to stand behind them because I know, well I hope I am right that if I found out the woman I was suppose to marry cheats on me I would feel betrayed and I would want to leave so I wont be reminded. Sometimes I do agree with what I told my man and my best friend Claudio that they should not fall to love that easily, like I did but then I am also happy that it happened with the right woman, I just feel bad for my friend or my men that have fallen in love with the wrong women that have just taken advantages of their heart. Right now half of me wants to stay or half of me feels that my rights are to leave with my friends/men.
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Nice duologue; it quite believable that B would feel this way.
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